July 23, 2021
My “cock” disappears the moment my partner locks me in a chastity device, but it became clear to me this week that my penis has also disappeared. The process was not sudden … a penectomy was not performed. Rather, ever shrinking chastity cages over a period of more than four years have nibbled away at my penis. Since the question of whether chastity can alter the male member is hotly debated in the Internet, I have document the process here.
Before chastity, my penis was quite normal looking flaccid and an average 7” erect, as evidenced by these photographs from April 2017.
My partner and I exchanged photos of male chastity beginning early in 2016, as our relation evolved from one in which I was the dominant to one in which she clearly took charge. However, the first evidence I can find on my iPhone of wearing a chastity device was in June 2017. Notice that even in a flaccid state the device is too small for my penis (see the shaft protruding through the back of the device).
I remember wearing the device for only a few days at a time, with routine release for penetrative sex. I also remember how painful the device was, especially at night when I developed erections. Perhaps not as painful as the caning I has received when this video was shot.
I traveled routinely for business, and the thought of setting off a TSA metal detector was horrifying to me. At first, my partner let me travel uncaged, but before long, she made me wear a plastic cage. This photograph is from a trip I took in March 2018.
The period I wore the device became longer, and sometimes I was caged for weeks at a time in 2018. I noticed my flaccid penis appeared smaller when caged, and would remain smaller when first uncaged, although the change appeared temporary. As my penis became smaller during caging, the device became uncomfortable. The image on the left was from November, 2017 and there image on the right was taken in May, 2018 (while I was wearing the same cage).
I was fitted with a smaller cage. Note compared to the first cage, how much shorter overall my flaccid penis appears. I wore this new cage from August 2018 to July 2021, nearly three years.
During this time, the periods of time I remained caged became longer, up to several months at a time, and our sex evolved from penetrative sex to oral sex. I would be released periodically, mostly for maintenance. The photo on the below above was taken in December 2019 (just before the pandemic). Note the size of my flaccid penis, albeit marked by the cage, is not much different than before I was first caged.
Although the flaccid penis appears “normal”, I note that it has become increasing difficult to maintain an erection. I don’t know whether the difficulty getting hard is physical or psychological.
I was released in December 2019 to switch to a plastic cage for a trip. Note the new plastic cage was smaller than the first one.
I returned briefly from my trip in December 2019, and my partner switched out the plastic travel cage with the metal one, which I always found to be more comfortable and certainly more hygienic. A few weeks later I left on another trip at the beginning of January 2020. This time, my partner did not switch out the metal cage for the plastic one. The metal cage when undetected at the beginning of my trip, but it was detected upon my return, and I was taken aside by the TSA for further screening. Although I was eventually allowed to continue my trip, it was not before the woman who was screening me made certain I knew that she knew. Upon my return home, my last trip before the beginning of the pandemic, my partner left me caged, this time for nine months. When I was released, briefly, my penis was smaller, and it did not return to normal size during the period of time I was uncaged. It was still small, in length and circumference, by the time the cage was put back on me. Subsequently, I was caged repeatedly for two to six months at a time. My penis grew smaller in the cage, and it took longer each time to recover. Some months ago, I purchased a smaller cage. This week, three weeks into being caged, I asked my partner if I could try the smaller cage. I did not explain why, but I suspected it would be more comfortable.
The cage is barely the size of the glans (the head). Note the size of the ring is smaller as well. At first it seemed to be too small, but within a day or two it felt natural, more comfortable than the last metal cage. This morning, I thought to myself that it is the most comfortable chastity device I have worn. As that thought entered my mind, I opened my robe and looked at it. Shock set it. My once “normal” penis had been shrunk to a size that is not much larger than my partner’s cliterus when excited. I fear if I remained caged in this device, I may lose my penis altogether.